how bongok and stupid i am

i've been wrote a lot in this blog actually.
at the time when i started to write it is okay.
but when it comes to the middle of the story, i've kind a feeling like 'delet it ikwan, delet it.'
and my hand will touch the tikus and start to highlight all the long sentence, and then i will press the padam button..
isn't that crazy!!! i don't know why, there will be a sound in my head telling me,
no one gonna read it ikwan, and your story is not interesting, for get it.
then i will get kind of lazy n start to deleting all the things that has been wrote.
isn't that sort of u-are-very-bongok and stupid-nye-ngko-ikwan.
hahahahaha..

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